I feel like I’m on a roller coaster that’s going way too fast. It’s making me nauseous. Can it be stopped to let me off, please?
I [[heart]] being engaged! I’m way excited to plan the wedding. We kind of started the process, but with so much family stuff going on, it’s suddenly had to take a backseat for a while. I’m okay with that, though. There are more important things than my wedding.
Following my brother’s daily updates from Reno is rough. I feel absolutely helpless and even though I’m praying for him pretty much non-stop, it feels like I should be doing something. And I’m not. I can’t.
I’m having a hard time not being angry at God. I’m struggling because I know how powerful He is. I know He could heal him. Today. Within the hour. Right this second. But He’s not. And that makes me angry.
Blech. I feel like I just threw up on you.
I’ve always hated roller coasters.